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carbon greenbelt…

enjoyed the 70% sale at carbon greenbelt yesterday on select items…able to find two real good shoes at reasonable rate…

unfortunately prior to the purchase the female sales attendant was too lazy, too tired  to accommodate us…everytime you would ask for a pair of jeans or shoes…she would reply…no more available sizes….

i told her straight….miss you seem not cooperative…you look tired and lousy…i recommend you take a break first…only then that her approach shifted to a more accomodating one…

 

life is a race…

want to share what i come across this morning while riding my way to work…excerpts from Whit Criswell ( What Makes A Winner )

Bible teaches that life is like a race and unfortunately most people never finish….because we get distracted most of the time…gets disqualified and miss the plan of God or become what is intended for us to be.

we need to look into the areas of our life that may slow us down…cause or causes of distraction…is it anger…greed….envy…wrong relationships?

the greatest distraction is our PAST. STOP rehearsing the past and start releasing it, and get on with the rest of your life….

learn to forgive….

 

 

 

beauty of blogging…

primarily my objective of blogging is find healing from my emotional battle…i just let go of my attachment to someone who has been with me for almost two years…more than the comfortability and familiarity…we enjoyed  ( subconsciously ) power games …till it turned ugly especially when you realized his principle is anchored on his occultic belief system…

i would try to flood myself with the emotional blackmails…fights….

the blogging experience allowed me to park my own anxiety and fears and enjoy the stories i encounter along the way…

life is awesome indeed…

Man On Fire…

the lyrics , the melody and the video ignited so much fire  in me…

 

…i’m a man on fire, wlaking through your street…..with one guitar…and two dancing feet…only one desire…that’s left in me….i want the whole damn world…to come dance with me…

makes me think….what legacy will i leave???

honor thy father…

i had a wonderful conversation with my small group last night…we talked about respecting, taking good care and honoring the dads…i could not fully understand this concept until i lost my dad two years ago…

last sunday i went to the province and visited his tomb… to just honor and thank him for being a dad to me…he has his mistakes…misinterpretations…we had our own fights…misunderstandings…

i told the group not to wait on giving their parents surprises and affection…i remember one time bringing my parents to the best hotel…they could nor enjoy it anymore…they find the room too cold…elevator too high…food too salty…they are too old to appreciate and enjoy the fruits of my labor…

so dont wait till you hit your 1st million before you give them even the simplest food in the corner….the best view or scenery to a travel even next town…

calls…hugs and loving words while they are still alive will matter most…

 

clinging to His promises…

i have been into so much drama the past days…so glad to come across with His promise..we are pressed on every side by troubles, but we are not crushed. we are perplexed, but not driven to despair. we are hunted down, but never abandoned by God. We get knocked down, but we are not destroyed…2 Cor 4:8-9

i am taking responsibility of my challenges now…as said no one can hurt you or make you suffer without your permission…i allowed things to happen. i enjoyed some moments but when you realize it is for real and can cost your soul…you better flee and come to God in full submission…

…i always have this attitude that i can always find a way out…i may project that i can get easily scared…but in reality i fear no one…and that alone is scary….

i am so consumed with my own schemes…pretensions…till u realize enough is enough…i cannot do anything without God…

im still confronted with so many conflicting emotions…but glad that God is bigger than my feelings…Lord bless me indeed…enlarge my territory…let your hand be upon me…and please keep me from evil….

istorya

im naming blog istorya because i want to create stories…make stories…on my younger days i would close my eyes and visualize the things i want in life…the stories i would want to experience. just like a novel, i would  let my mind float, allow feelings of excitement, ecstasy, fear , happiness crept into my system from the stories that i would create…

it has both positive and negative impact to my present…and i would like to unravel that as i start my first blog piece… 

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