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burning bridges…

as we move forward with our lives…with the quest of not looking back so as not to be reminded of bad attachments…is it justifiable to include burning of bridges?

VERBAL ABUSE

i am right now confronted with the verbal abuses accorded to me by someone attached to me for almost two years…at my lowest moment words said or curses would just crept in.

at first i thought those were just words, but i could now feel the impact, condemnations, harrassments…

it would bother me at times but i am just so glad that God’s comfort is bigger…i had moments of despair and depression but God is reminding that i am whole in His eyes…

i am wondefully and prayerfully made…

He did it on the cross…He said it is finish….

No amount of curses will threaten me…it is done!

Enough of crucifying myself…

 

running after time…

i started to have so much fascination with watches…i am collecting and buying that is within my budget and fancy…

an old friend told me that i am running after time that is why i have that fascination…

 

Its up to Him not up to me…

The work is up to Him…not up to me…

An encouragement for me today to just do His work…to just follow and obey….

GPS and ADO’s panciteria…

GPS and ADO’s panciteria….

be still and listen…

most of the times i would expect for supernatural or extreme occurences to happen that would shake my senses to come in reverence to God…

i tend to enjoy the noise, disruptions around me losing focus…missing His voice…missing that whisper directed to my heart…

Lord allow me to be still and know that you are God…i am excited to listen to your whisper today and the change of heart and attitude that will be manifested…thank you for the priviledge…

low moments…

after a week of ugly separation i still have moments of anger,desire of getting even…but i believe it is not worth of my energy and time.

this has to stop…the imbalance on emotion is so sickening.

God be my strength…bring back my passion and energy…

Allow me to see things better with clarity.

Evil shall never overcome goodness..

 

carbon greenbelt…

enjoyed the 70% sale at carbon greenbelt yesterday on select items…able to find two real good shoes at reasonable rate…

unfortunately prior to the purchase the female sales attendant was too lazy, too tired  to accommodate us…everytime you would ask for a pair of jeans or shoes…she would reply…no more available sizes….

i told her straight….miss you seem not cooperative…you look tired and lousy…i recommend you take a break first…only then that her approach shifted to a more accomodating one…

 

life is a race…

want to share what i come across this morning while riding my way to work…excerpts from Whit Criswell ( What Makes A Winner )

Bible teaches that life is like a race and unfortunately most people never finish….because we get distracted most of the time…gets disqualified and miss the plan of God or become what is intended for us to be.

we need to look into the areas of our life that may slow us down…cause or causes of distraction…is it anger…greed….envy…wrong relationships?

the greatest distraction is our PAST. STOP rehearsing the past and start releasing it, and get on with the rest of your life….

learn to forgive….

 

 

 

beauty of blogging…

primarily my objective of blogging is find healing from my emotional battle…i just let go of my attachment to someone who has been with me for almost two years…more than the comfortability and familiarity…we enjoyed  ( subconsciously ) power games …till it turned ugly especially when you realized his principle is anchored on his occultic belief system…

i would try to flood myself with the emotional blackmails…fights….

the blogging experience allowed me to park my own anxiety and fears and enjoy the stories i encounter along the way…

life is awesome indeed…

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